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| Saturday, June 03, 2006 |
| Note to self... |
| I have to get over my excessive use of exclamation marks! |
posted by The Usual Nonsense @ 6:19 AM  |
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| Thursday, May 25, 2006 |
| Wishful thinking... |
If only i could,
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ONLY I CAN'T...Bummer!!! |
| posted by The Usual Nonsense @ 3:44 AM |
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| Wednesday, May 10, 2006 |
| Proud and lovin' it! |
I always had a tendancy for being a follower...always felt i needed guidance and felt more secure around someone i could consider to be my mentor...And so i lived for most of my life...following others and adobting their beliefs even though i continuously claimed to be capable of running my own show...
However! I somehow managed to secretly hold onto some beliefs that i consider mine...those that no one taught me or talked me into believing...those that i proudly learned myself...
Today, i finally found out that holding onto one of those very few of my own personal beliefs has paid off...not only that i have found it useful to myself in conquering some of my fears and overcoming some of my doubts...someone else has found it useful too...
I believe that everyone should be trusted unless proven to be untrustworthy...I believe people are good unless proven otherwise...Naive?? Maybe! But i refused to abandon that belief no matter how many "conspiracy theories" you tried to feed my head...
I'm glad i held onto it...and i'm also glad that someone else is now holding onto it because of me. |
| posted by The Usual Nonsense @ 12:28 PM |
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| Grrrrr... |
M, Y, B, MA, A, and all of those who are following your footsteps...Shame on you!
Your dedicated wives are probably home right now taking care of your precious homes, your lovely kids, or even so carefully and passionately carrying around your unborn children despite all the sleepless nights and morning sicknesses...
While you on the other hand are so busy carrying your penises around and displaying them whenever possible so proudly as some kinda fuckin' blue ribbon!
It's people like you who make me dread marriage...
So with a heavy heart i tell you this...YOU DISGUST ME!!! |
| posted by The Usual Nonsense @ 11:45 AM |
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| Tuesday, April 04, 2006 |
| Blogthings... |
Came across Ertebak's blog...found some fun quizes...they're stupid...but i had some time to spare...
| You Are 40% Weird | 
Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it! |
| How You Live Your Life | 
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
You tend to always dream of things within reach - and you usually get them. |
| You're a Freaky Kisser | 
When you kiss, you want to experience something new
A new technique, a new partner, a new piercing...
And your own personal kissing style is very unpredictable
There's no saying where your tongue or hands will go |
| The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy | 
In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh.
You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum.
Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho |
| Your Quirk Factor: 59% | 
You're a pretty quirky person, but you're just normal enough to hide it.
Congratulations - you've fooled other people into thinking you're just like them! |
| You Should Learn Spanish | 
For you, learning a language is about career advancement and communication.
Knowing Spanish will bring you tons of possiblities for jobs and travel. Bárbaro! |
| Your Seduction Style: Au Natural | 
You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?
You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. |
| You Are Chinese Food | 
Exotic yet ordinary.
People think they've had enough of you, but they're back for more in an hour. |
| Your Birthdate: June 8 | 
Watch out Donald Trump! You've got a head for business and money.
You'll make it rich some day, even if you haven't figured out how yet.
A supreme individualist, you shouldn't get stuck in a corporate job.
Instead, make your own way - so that you can be the boss.
Your strength: Your undying determination
Your weakness: You require an opulent lifestyle
Your power color: Plum
Your power symbol: Dollar sign
Your power month: August |
| You Are Lightning | 
Beautiful yet dangerous
People will stop and watch you when you appear
Even though you're capable of random violence
You are best known for: your power
Your dominant state: performing |
| Your Power Color Is Lime Green | 
At Your Highest:
You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary.
At Your Lowest:
You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in.
In Love:
You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated.
How You're Attractive:
Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room.
Your Eternal Question:
"What else do I need in my life?" |
| You Are 44% Evil | 
You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side.
Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination. |
| You Are 62% Addicted to Love | 
Might as well face it, you're very addicted to love.
But you're not really getting the deep love you seek.
Short lived, dramatic relationships are more your style.
Let go of needing someone, and you may find someone you actually want. |
| You Are 52% Abnormal | 
You are at low risk for being a psychopath. It is unlikely that you have no soul.
You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess.
You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection.
You are at high risk for having a social phobia. It is very likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.
You are at high risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is very likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. |
| You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament | 
Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace.
You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions.
You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected.
It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional.
You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others.
While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well.
At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything.
You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams.
You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment. |
| Your Career Type: Artistic | 
You are expressive, original, and independent.
Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.
You would make an excellent:
Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor
Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer
Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer
Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor
The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary. |
| Your Brain's Pattern | 
You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.
You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.
People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.
But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination. |
| You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish |
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. |
| Your Porn Star Name Is... | 
Spanky Bottoms |
| Your Stripper Song Is | 
I'm a Slave 4 U by Britney Spears
"I'm a slave for you. I cannot hold it; I cannot control it.
I'm a slave for you. I won't deny it; I'm not trying to hide it."
You may seem shy, but you can let your wild side out when you want to! |
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| posted by The Usual Nonsense @ 1:13 PM |
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| Monday, April 03, 2006 |
| A minor edit... |
I was just informed that the "Lost Poem" wasn't really "THE" lost poem...
But it turned out to be a "New Poem"...
Now this is a time when i wish i was hated rather than so genuinely loved...
People didn't lie when they said love was blind...
After all this pain and disappointment i've caused you...you find the will to grab a pen and a piece of paper and start writing a love poem about me!
You truley amaze me Bouzo...
And for that i declare you to be by far the best worst thing that ever happened to me!
Bisoux Bisoux hehe..
Sincerely Yours,
Enshikha7. |
| posted by The Usual Nonsense @ 10:33 PM |
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| A Lost Poem... |
He writes:
"ur voice, ur face, ur hair, ur smell
the touch of ur hand is calling me
i see in u the mother of my children
i sense in u my paradise
i know ur my coming life
and my dark past drowns in ur sea of innocence
when i say i love u my heart grows
i dream of u, and in u i medidate
wish the dream grows and becomes a reality
oh how i long 4 a small house
one we build together not more
and the windows of joy shine on us
and the doors of foul winds shut
ur heart beat is my essence
ur life is my life
ur path is my path
long for ur face to protect me
protect me from my inner evil"
I think:
You've been looking for that "Lost Poem" for God knows how long...why find it today?? To make my life even more miserable than it already is??
Why is it always so hard to move on? Or is it only so for the weak and vulnerable such as myself?!
Questions questions questions...i don't have time for this...i have to focus on my studies. (Allah yegazy el kan el sabab!!! Hehe) |
| posted by The Usual Nonsense @ 1:01 AM |
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| Sunday, April 02, 2006 |
| Physical Intimacy.. |
Here’s another one...
They say the first step towards change is acknowledging your problems…and since, as mentioned in my previous post, I’m on this “self transformation” journey…I decided to start acknowledging mine…and boy do I have problems!
So to all of you who may be reading this (if there’s any)…get ready for some serious problem acknowledgment!
My first issue would be “fear of physical intimacy”…and no I’m not talking about sex-related physical intimacy you pervert! I’m talking about a motherly kiss, a friendly hug, or a brotherly fistfight kind of physical intimacy…
So the million dollar question issss…why do I find it so hard to touch people I love and care about and why are they always so hesitant to touch me?
Am I cold?
Was I born cold?
And if I was sentenced to be born cold, is this some kind of a divine life sentence that I will never be able to appeal against??
Or is it because my parents never bothered to kiss me goodnight or treat me with a hug unless they were about to travel?
Do I smell??? (Sniff Sniff…ok my hair smells a bit funny and I just had some pickled onions so gimme a break will ya!!!)
How do you people know if I want or don’t want to be touched and why do you always assume that I don’t want to be touched?! You don’t see me walking around with a freaking fence around me, do you?!!
So is it God’s will? Is it my imperfect upbringing? Is it my funny hair smell? Or is it others faulty assumptions?
I know there has to be ONLY ONE million dollar question…but I had to ask them all…somebody has to take the blame afterall dammit!!!!
I was recently told that “my fucking pride is keeping me from reaching out for help”…
So there you go…I’m stretching them all the way out…please HELPPPP!
Sincerely yours,
The Untouched.
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| posted by The Usual Nonsense @ 7:17 PM |
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| Just for starters.. |
Ok here u go..
My first post..
Even though I still don’t think I have much to blog about..I decided wht the hell? I should give it a try.
Happy K`??
One thing I feel like sharing at the moment is that I’m about to start a new beginning...a bit of a self transformation if u may..
I think I finally managed to go back to my “zero point”…I’m excited, I’m worriless, I’m enjoying it, and I’m planning to suck it all up!
So let the festivities begin!!! |
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