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| Sunday, April 02, 2006 |
| Physical Intimacy.. |
Here’s another one...
They say the first step towards change is acknowledging your problems…and since, as mentioned in my previous post, I’m on this “self transformation” journey…I decided to start acknowledging mine…and boy do I have problems!
So to all of you who may be reading this (if there’s any)…get ready for some serious problem acknowledgment!
My first issue would be “fear of physical intimacy”…and no I’m not talking about sex-related physical intimacy you pervert! I’m talking about a motherly kiss, a friendly hug, or a brotherly fistfight kind of physical intimacy…
So the million dollar question issss…why do I find it so hard to touch people I love and care about and why are they always so hesitant to touch me?
Am I cold?
Was I born cold?
And if I was sentenced to be born cold, is this some kind of a divine life sentence that I will never be able to appeal against??
Or is it because my parents never bothered to kiss me goodnight or treat me with a hug unless they were about to travel?
Do I smell??? (Sniff Sniff…ok my hair smells a bit funny and I just had some pickled onions so gimme a break will ya!!!)
How do you people know if I want or don’t want to be touched and why do you always assume that I don’t want to be touched?! You don’t see me walking around with a freaking fence around me, do you?!!
So is it God’s will? Is it my imperfect upbringing? Is it my funny hair smell? Or is it others faulty assumptions?
I know there has to be ONLY ONE million dollar question…but I had to ask them all…somebody has to take the blame afterall dammit!!!!
I was recently told that “my fucking pride is keeping me from reaching out for help”…
So there you go…I’m stretching them all the way out…please HELPPPP!
Sincerely yours,
The Untouched.
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Lots of people have a problem touching others. Some people don't do it because they're not sure how the person in front of them would react.
Maybe they get the feeling that you don't want them to touch you or that you don't want to touch them. I think that it's usually quite a vicious cycle this. Especially if you let the idea grow that you're... "untouchable".
Have a good one.
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Lots of people have a problem touching others. Some people don't do it because they're not sure how the person in front of them would react.
Maybe they get the feeling that you don't want them to touch you or that you don't want to touch them. I think that it's usually quite a vicious cycle this. Especially if you let the idea grow that you're... "untouchable".
Have a good one.